Emotionally Unstable

Emotionally unstable since I was disconnected from the navel.

Not knowing that I was able to travel the world alone,

so dependency was the only thing that I could call home.

Through the world I roam 

aimlessly and blind

constantly crying without a tear in my eye.

Waking up to a new day but still living in the past.

Wishing I could tell the world to just kiss my ass.

Knowing that being present was a present that I 

couldn't receive because I still grieve

the emotions I let hang off my sleeve.

Like thieves in the night coming to steal my joy.

Wishing I could blame somebody but that would just 

be my ploy.

Play with emotions like a toy.

Knowing it was wrong, fucking up your feelings 

because I didn't  understand my own.

Dropping bombs like drones

inside of happy homes.

Throwing temper tantrums like my name was

Sean "Puffy" Combs.

Emotionally unstable since I was disconnected from the navel,

the only difference today is that I realize that 

I'm Able!

Written 7-28-15

8:45 pm